Dear Blonde.....by my calculations, it has been 6-7weeks.....?
It takes much..much longer that this to get past the intense pain of grieving.....
short-term pain.....for the long-term gain.....
The pain absolutely does go away....but, not overnight.... Give it at least a year.....
The more you build your own life into the future....the more the memories (and the associated pain)of the past fade away......
dandylion