Hello
I have been quiet as my cousins death is messing with my head & my emotions mainly anger are coming through a bit too often so until im calm (im calmer today) i wont post as much sometimes i cant control my anger and ive blown up on a few ppl here at SR because of everything going on which is really unfair
My sobriety is intact but tbh that aint even on my mind mrs sw is being so kind and shes the only one getting through to me
she has a big day planned for my 2 yr anni but im just not feeling it
Had the worst Dr apt in sobriety yesterday which really didnt help things
Brutally honest i dont feel like helping ppl my head is elsewhere my emotions are running high and im no use to no one when i get in that mood
Sober when things is stressful is one thing but when it starts to pile on no matter what i do i get angry i have had a lot on my plate for a long time now i know il get through this but it doesnt stop things being ****** right now