Thank you everyone, so much, for reading and/or responding to my posts. This has obviously been a weak night. But I did it! Stores are now closed, so no way to get wine for me. Made it through eight days sober.
Day 9 tomorrow.
I feel so weak for tonight, and worried about the future if it was this hard only 9 days in. To everyone else feeling the same, keep going. We're actually doing this, even if you're only one day in, despite how hard it is. I hope I will have less nights like this one and more that are just positive in sobriety.
Thank you again, everyone. I am once again indebted to this place and all of you.