In my own recovery....after leaving exah ive done amazing feeling fab going to al anon working on myself and kids its so rewarding and I know my soul is feeling peace its great hard sometimes but pretty good!
Until ive got very very close friendship with a new friend my gosh weve clicked its been quite intense and he has made me feel like I havnt felt in many many years. The only prob is it cant work out as their is a huge age gap....20...and its so soon after breaking up I know it cant work but its been amazing....I know im prob just naieve and desperate and vunerable...I realise this but the feel of complete happiness is quite addictive! Ps he no drinking probs
I just know its prob not the best thing for me to take further but there are so many buts!