surgery awaits
while anxiety tugs at
my nervous system
the last surgery
was easy cuz i didn't
care if they killed me
but now i want to
live a healthy life and do
what i've neglected
maybe i'm a late
bloomer but i think i still
have things left to do
and something more to
contribute to this crazy
world before i die
call it vanity
but it's not my time to die
it will be alright