Originally Posted by
bradley26 
Ive kinda excepted that relapses are gonna happen during my life and that basically alcohol is gonna **** me over,.
Set higher expectations for yourself Bradley. You had 4 months sober, there's no reason you can't have 4 years or even 4 decades. It's simply a choice....and you made a bad one to be certain when you picked up again. But you can stop right now If you choose. I think a meeting would be a great idea....maybe go tonight instead of waiting until Tuesday? Or maybe in the morning ?