V I totally get feeling guilty for being sick. I always feel that way. Makes no sense.
I also understand feeling like I can drink just for a little while. I know how I am, I will drink constantly for days, weeks, but my AV says the following:
1) it wasn't that bad.
2) it's worth losing control.
3) I've been through treatment, so now I know how to quit again.
Lunacy.