Wow... words fail me. Are you for real Rob?
I know you are posting thru your pain, but really? I have a screaming mee-mee if I have a hang nail. I am thinking maybe the "higher power" or "god" or whatever you conceive that to be has a figurative "hand" on your shoulder? I really hope that is true. And I hope that the coming months are filled with the strength you show now. Actually, I hope the strength is magnified! Amazing. Really.