I just blew up my entire life, so I feel the crisis.
I've been trying to tell myself that this is how far I took it... I really, really need help. I'm in a gigantic mess and it's because I am really ill. I'm trying to start being more honest with people, and I'm letting myself accept the help I'm offered.
Once you sober up, would you be able to have an honest conversation with your husband about needing help?