Thank you lexiecat, an il and dandylion.
Lexiecat I wasn't uncomfortable when I met him for coffee I really enjoyed getting to know him again. I was uncomfortable with the sexual talk though. I feel that I have messed up Lexie after he to,d me that he thought it was best we stayed friends I didn't give him space, give myself space instead I overthought and obsessed over it all and why he had changed towards me. Suppose I thought we would just continue on as we had before he kissed me!!
Your all right I'm not ready for even new friendships.