I feel sad tonight.
I'm at my parents for the weekend. I like it here sometimes. I have been making a big effort and I know it is appreciated. When I came home I was playing with my pet and talking to my parents. My mother thanked me for coming home. She says it makes her feel good to see me laugh. I know she finds it hard dealing with my sister and her ex husband.
Anyway I've been taking driving lessons. My brother says it will give me a new lease of life. So I went looking for my old learners permit. I have to hand it in when I get a new one. I guess the picture was taken a few years ago, after the second time I got sober. I look fat and depressed and I have such big sad eyes. I want to cry for wasting my life.
I'm in bed with camomile tea. My dad says just to take things day by day and look for the good things in every day.