Originally Posted by
sleepie 
I was simply trying to find a way to relate to others.
My experiences have left me very alienated.
They are specific and damaging. It helps me to talk to others about it.
But I won't if you feel it's off topic.
I'm not at all suggesting that you don't discuss it. I am suggesting that you be careful not to use it as justification for drinking or drugging though. Each one of us have skeletons in our closet...abuse, neglect, disabilities, psychological issues, you name it. We should acknowledge them and seek help for them as appropriate, but view them as distinct issues. Addiction is a separate issue and should be treated as such.