Blew it after 15 days
Hey people. I need to check in. I can't take it anymore. I was doing great and then BAM! I went a couple of rounds with the AV and I lost. My wife and kids went out of town for the weekend. I was unable to go because of work commitments I wish I would have went. I learned one thing through all this is, that I do not do well alone. So, I thought it would be a great idea to get a case of beer ( the AV assured me this would be fine and I could make it last a few days, ha,ha,ha). I just had this feeling that nothing good was come out of this, because nothing ever does when I drink. I ended up going to my friends house where it just got out of control. Drinking all night and eating pot banana bread. Anyway, I am back and not drinking today. Here's to another day one. I hate the shame, but I will just have to move forward. Thanks.