Originally Posted by
Kimmieh 
It seems so trivial in light of what people here go through and what I myself have gone through in the past. But I think when you experience this light-hearted carefree happiness for the first time in so long and it gets ripped away with no warning, it's a very intense pain in its own right.
I don't believe it is trivial. I have been alone for four years after separating from AXH so I can relate. I like being single but I can't deny I have major trust issues. If I'd taken a chance on someone and been treated like that I'd feel really upset and betrayed.