I guess I am not feeling the care and love back from her like I used to. Yes I understand she is now 5 days out of rehab. I have been attending al anon. It's just that she says she knows she destroyed me and diseased our family and yet there seems to be no concern on her part for anything but her getting better. At what point do we get to rebuild what she is responsible for tearing apart? I can't help but to be as mad as hell for that and I am the one that has to try to be strong for our marriage.