Originally Posted by
thomas11 
It concerns me that it can actually get worse, or more dangerous after stretches of sobriety. Meaning if I drink again in the future, it could be bad or worse than before. That concerns me. That's what I meant.
I think that's a healthy concern. But the great fact is you have the power and choice to not allow it to happen.
Remember:
IF you drink again.
So don't drink today.
I had a pretty bad craving one day. Called my sponsor. He said just don't drink today. If ya want to drink tomorrow, call me first.
Tomorrow came and I wanted to drink. Called him.
"so, ya said if I want to drink tomorrow call ya first. So I'm callin.
" right. So, it's today. Just don't drink today. If ya want to drink tomorrow, call me first."
ODAAT, Thomas. It's all we have.