Aw thankyou. Coming on here today has helped so much. Knowing you aren't the one person going through it.
Yeah we still are in contact, him begging for another chance and saying he will do whatever it is. When he does relapse because it is only one time, he doesn't go on benders or anything, after reading other people's stories I think I should be grateful! Argh. What they do to our minds.
So frustrating not knowing what to do!