Originally Posted by tursiops999

Sometimes I enjoy AA, but I often feel like I don't quite belong and don't relate, as most of the things that people talk about didn't happen to me. I have a sponsor and work the steps, but still I struggle with this.

I know that I want to stay sober, and that entertaining thoughts about whether I was an alcoholic or just a heavy drinker is not productive. Because either way, the best thing for me is not to drink. But the thought comes back anyway ...



Thank you
Louisa