Oh, Kimmeh, you can get through this. You are going through what it sounds like is a greiving process...the relationship is not what you thought it was and that leaves us brokenhearted. Did you two agree to be exclusive? You need to get out of bed and get busy. I know what you are going through. My AH asked me to move out and I have been very emotional all week. I am staying at a friend's house and she has been amazing. I probably would be in bed all day too, but that is no way to live. You deserve to be treated better. You don't deserve to be cheated on. Trust has been broken now. It is very hard to build trust back . I am so sorry...hugs.