I am sick of being alone
Completely alone right now. Got ******* no one to talk to. I feel stuck in a void and I've been wandering around the town centre for hours and ended up in a cocktail bar because I'm desperate for someone to just acknowledge my existence. I don't know what the hell is the point in anything. Tried to talk about something that has been ******* with my head for my whole life and got nothing. I don't want to be on my own. It's like I don't exist so why am I trying to?