uh everyone all y'all have so much going on!
Rob, thanks for asking; i feel clean. and somehow like everything is different now, though i don't "feel" different or that i "am" different except that everything is entirely different now.
and blown away that i actually DID this. and all the other stuff i'd done, leading up to this.
all stuff i wasn't ever ever EVER going to do!
wishing you ever strengthening connection with your brother, and a good afternoon all around.
just thinking of what brynn said about being with someone who shares your early life experiences...it's so stunning to me sometimes that my siblings and i seem to share almost none, even though the "first three" of us were only apart by a year each. seems like we had drastically different early life experiences all around....though outwardly everything was pretty much the same.