500+ guess that makes me magic
Big monies over here. Well not really I'm 7k in the hole on this latest project. It's a complete fail, so I'm looking for another round of investment to roll it into something grander. This is getting a bit ridiculous, but I figure it takes that kinda personality to spark something not a J, in a different way that gets the crowd thinking.
I'm trying to do this easy, one step out of the current, safe bets until reach that next level. After you gain some rep, go for a crowd-funding, social-media blitz with a two step out idea. It can work, but that first damned success is so difficult.
So far the reality is I quit school a few weeks from completion to focus my burnout towards a project that is utter fail, looking at consolidating all those energies into a potential win, and wondering if the gamble is calculated enough to justify what seems on the surface as mass insanity. Maybe so maybe not. Guess the people get to decide my fate. Okay then.
Year and a half of sobriety, feels bout the same as 6 months init, except I got less spikes of high and low, a bit more wisdom and insight. My layered thought is less chaotic, and more goal-oriented and focused in.
Keep with it. It's worth it. Maybe the occasional trigger for life, but when you put in the time, and got other things going on, you can keep it from growing. You can allow the urge to ride out for the moment, keep perspective, and carry on as you were. Might take you a long while, but is attainable.
You got some issue you come see me. I listen.