I think my daughter is near death
I am new here, never posted, but today feel compelled to write. My daughter, age 23, has been using since age 14. I have suffered greatly enabling her all the way. She has been to tons of rehab, halfway houses, ER, etc yet continues to use. She called me this morning at 3 am. She is in a horrible space and was begging for help. I refuse to send more money. I pray that she finally hits rock bottom and gets clean. No one can do it for her. We have all tried. She is in AZ now as I sent her to rehab in Jan 2015. It hasn't helped at all. My heart aches. It is like she is dead. I cry for the daughter I once had - kind, beautiful, smart, capable. Now that is all lost. I just need to be sad for now and pray for her. I am usually so strong and can set boundaries, but today I feel so weak and raw just crying for her all day. Any comfort or advice is appreciated.