I do enjoy the detail of your stories Tod. Makes me feel like I was there, I get pictures in my mind.
Cant wait to hear how your evening with your in laws went, Clean!
Blue lol Mr Blue has some sort of imagination! I bet he'll make up marvelous stories for your kids one day
H and I went for lunch yesterday, he talked about wanting to stop the drama. He knows almost all of it originates with him - not all cuz I'm not perfect - but a great majority does. He knows what happens in his head looking back, but in that moment he has problems. So the self awareness is coming.
He had a bad night Tuesday, he realized that DD will never trust him again and he felt so horrible. I think it's starting to sink in, the damage alcoholism has done to our family and what it did to him as a child growing up. It was a very sobering evening, if you pardon the pun. Makes me sad to see him so upset with himself but at the same time, it's a very important step and I need to step away so he can deal with it. Stepping back has been hard for me but I'm getting better.