is it a perpetual fear of the rug being pulled out from underneath you? I constantly deal with that myself where life starts rolling along ok and I'm terrified about whats going to go wrong cause something can and will always go wrong.
Heck just today i was having a good day anxiety was low calm and collected etc.. My wife started fighting with me now the days about over and i am too!
But I'll just get up and do it all over again. drinking wont solve anything for me. I dunno I guess I've started to learn how to just kinda roll along if that makes any sense.
I know at times it can feel as if we go from one horrific problem to the next barely being able to come up for air in between.
But it doesnt mean we can just give up throw in the towel and pick up the bottle. thats not gonna fix anything either.
hang in there. I hope it eases up.