... Jodie ... 'life sucks and then you die'
... sorry to hear it is going like this for you ...
When my life situations had gotten so bad my ONLY option seemed to be to drink myself into oblivion ... that is exactly what I did ...
and the bad news ... it GOT WORSE ! The good news ... it was the point where I ABSOLUTELY HAD TO SURRENDER all efforts to run my life. Praying only for the Knowledge of God's Will, and the power to carry it out was no longer an option, it was the ONLY option other than drinking myself literally to death.
That complete surrender was the turning point ... my life has been turned around ... but for a long period I could only function in 2 simple steps, 'Do the Right Thing' whatever that meant, in which I needed the sister step, 'Do the Next Thing that Needs to be Done'.
This may seem like quite a negative post, but it is actually just the opposite as it happened to me ... and most if it was not pretty ... but nowhere as ugly as drinking myself to death, or worse...
RDBplus3 ... Now Happy, Joyous, and FREE ... and I PRAY that it will be for U
