Sleepie,
I simply just don't think about it.
Yet, at the beginning I sometimes laid a bit low on the forums.
When I heard people were going through a relapse--that would just get my head spinning. Everyone was so nice and supportive about relapse that their support seemed to make me not as strong to stay sober. Does that make sense? Now I show support in that way because I am stronger with my own sobriety.
We all take things differently-we have to use our better judgment on what work best for us