Welcome!
Good in ya for feeling!
What ya type is telling me ya really want what the program has and even some of the promises are already materializing.
I don't know how it would have been if the man who heard my fifth step didn't talk abut his own experiences and also point out things I may have missed. But that didn't happen and he helped me tremendously. He's my sponsor today. A ***** at times, but only when he tells me what I need to hear!
You are both at phases of recovery and development, but they are different phases.
It reads like it could very well be time to pray and listen. Ask for your next sponsor to be put in your path. Ask for guidance.. It reads to me like a new sponsor might be a good idea.
On hurting your sponsors feelings:
The only way her feelings will get hurt is by her allowing it to happen. IF it bothers her that you look for another sponsor, there is a solution for that.