Some awesome advice here Scared
I used to say I like the high too but that wasn't really what kept me from quitting...I was deathly scared of change.
I would come to hate my life, and think about change...I'd take a few tentative steps and then get so scared, I'd decide my life was tolerable after all and scuttle back.
One year grew into 20, Scared.
You're here for a reason - don't back away from that.
I don't know how to tell someone not to be scared, but there's a ton of support here - you're not alone.
Why not post regularly - join the Class of June support thread even?
The longer you put this off the harder it's going to get.
I promise you, the fear of change is much worse than the change itself
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