Glad you are back easyrider
I know how you feel I have been reflecting over the weekend how long I have known I have a problem which for certain is 3 1/2 years that at least was when I decided I needed to cut back. But honesty I think I knew I had a problem a few years before that but I still try to convince myself I can moderate, cut back, don't drink alone etc it's never worked. I always end back in the same cycle which is gradually getting worse.