Oh Jarp I look for posts from you frequently and am so glad you "popped up" again. I just attended a conference for my women's sobriety group that I had only known online and its pretty amazing to have words on a computer screen take 3D dimension and postings become PEOPLE.
I totally identify with the knowing what you know you should do, walk away, let him fall and what your instincts are telling you. No answers but ((hugs)) I do keep up with your posts and do wonder how you are doing. Thanks for sharing.