Thanks for the replies people. I am very grateful.
Day 77 today. Last week I went to the psychiatrist and got really angry and sad, but now I'm better. The reason is that I want to eventually stop taking medication and he wants me to take it forever, so maybe I'll have to find a new Dr. who knows?
Besides that, I'm fine, I should be going to the gym more, eating healthier and going for walks, but videogames are keeping me happy for now