hello
I am a new member. I found this forum after reflecting. Drinking sake and soju has been a part of my life. At social activities I drink often. many people I know stopped drinking after marriage; myself left with no drinking friend. When stressed I drink, though I don't compare it to frat party black out drunk, I tend to drink often, even alone. I was in two back to back toxic relationships. With drinking it calmed me. many cannot tell if I am buzzed... Now I am free and live alone but I still drink. I looked at my bank bill and see $80 spent on drinks in one month and wonder if it is true what my friends say.. that I am an alcoholic and not a casual drinker. I hope to read other stories here on this forum and figure my confusion out.