I told my my friend the other day who is celebrating 1 year today, he shares about sleeping in abanded building, and parts of his life living in NYC. I walked up to him the other day and told him how I was jelous, I wasn'rt good enough for a whole building, I had to settle for a Baseball duggout, because they didn't have abanded buidings in the neighbor hoods I lived in.lol
It doesn't mean we didn't go through the same social ingrace, because of the difference, we just have a wide-variety of experience.
CJ, I can relate to what you said about the not yets, I got clean at the age of 18, and I hadn't been through as much as the vet who went to war, or the person who was in and out of jail, or the person who lived on the street, but my need to experience the things I didn't have to, kept me sick.
My life is much better today, Thank God and Gods program, The Program of Narcotics Anonymous.
Peace,
Todd J.