Hardest day so far for me. Only day 4. Lots of agrivating things going on and this little voice in my head assures me that I would feel much better about everything if I had a glass or 3 of wine. I know that's a terrible idea, but on the other hand I keep telling myself I haven't had anything to drink in 4 days, so what would one day drinking hurt? Maybe I can drink twice a week and that is all.. Really worried, hope I can stay strong tonight. Don't feel very confident...
