Hi, thanks for all your support. I did not drink last night - day 1 :-) Loved waking up this morning feeling sober and not hung over, going down to a clean kitchen rather than one with wine bottles and what ever I decided to eat scattered around.
But here I am again and its 4pm. I am arguing with myself and going over and over reasons why I should have a drink. For example why don't I just blow it over the weekend (even though it isn't even the weekend but very close!) and start sober on Monday - Monday is a good day for new beginnings! Also I have some decisions to make regarding my daughter's school and this is usually done by sitting down with my husband and discussing it over a drink. So therefore I NEED to have a drink. What if I just have a couple (yeah right - never happens)
I am going to try and distract myself by doing some cooking and cleaning. I felt so pleased with myself this morning, it would be great to do it again!