Hi gummiriot and welcome to SR. To admit that you are an addict is huge and sets you on the road to understanding and conquering that addiction. Well done for that, I wish I had the courage to admit that when I was 27! You will find lots of help and support here from people who know exactly what you are going through. You will also find a wealth of experience and knowledge through reading through the forums. Good on you for taking that huge first step
