PS:
Originally Posted by
Serper2014 
Here's the question. Why do I want just one more time?
That's your AV (alcoholic voice) telling you you want 'one more time'. Don't listen to it.. It's a liar. They always say that. It wants this 'one more time' and then another, and another and a while lifetime of 'one more times'.
(One thing I learnt fairly quickly in recovery is, just because it's in my head, doesn't mean it's true. Esp if it's some stupid excuse of why taking a drink would be a good idea).