Thanks Mec. I haven't been to a meeting in a couple of weeks. I've not been able to find a babysitter. Part of my problem is sitting and doing nothing. I have little control over my workload. A transfer opportunity came up to the section I left. I'm contemplating applying for it but think it's a very long shot as I was at the very height of alcoholic craziness. People, especially supervisors, tend to remember performance issues. It's been almost 3 years now since I left but who knows. I'd be substantially busier. Way more under the microscope. Application due Monday and I haven't updated my resume in forever.