Welcome grrrr!!!!!
For me i had to accept i'm an addict, nothing I do is going to change it...only a ham i cured...
next came surrender....one day at a time
just for today don't drink and drug!!!
you're worth the fight!!!!
and yes it is a tough journey...hardest thing i've ever done in my life...but i want to live!!!! But it's sooo worth it!!!! I promise!!
\\// Wendy