Hi Hope,
I am still new to this site and have not posted yet. I have been reading your thread for a few months now, and I know you have a lot of strength. I think you are an amazing person, and I wish you well on your journey.
I am having a rough morning. I have managed to quit smoking pot for 15 days, but then the drinking starts to become a problem. I thought I was keeping it at bay, but I really need a day 1 without the drinking. I will work on this today. The journey is so tough, but I am glad to not be stoned 24/7, and now i need to focus on not drinking every night. I am not hung over, but I feel bad today.... Irritable, dissapointed and the like...
Everyone on this site is such a blessing, and your journey is inspiring, I hope this thread can stay alive.
~need a full day 1~