thank you all again for your kind words and support. i will definitely look into nar-anon. i have considered it many times but ive always been afraid of how i will react when i get in there. i dont want to lose it in front of strangers even though i know its a no judgement zone.
one thing i have realized is that my parents have been constantly cleaning up after my brothers mistakes since he was 5. from doing his homework throughout school to paying for car after car he has totaled its never ending. its like they dont learn from his mistakes either.
