The drinking dream
Hi everyone! Today is day 30 for me again. Things have been going smoothly for the most part the last few weeks. My AV mainly stays away because he knows I won't listen and will probably throat punch him if he hangs around too long.
Anyway, I had the drinking dream last night. Can't remember all of the details, but in the dream it was day 30 and I relapsed. I woke up from the dream in a panic and was feeling so mad at myself, until it finally hit me that it was only a dream. Crazy how certain dreams can feel so real.
I hope everyone is staying strong and also staying on the right path. As always, thanks for all of your support and kind words these past 30 days. It has really helped me stay sober and focused.