Thanks SL! That's awfully sweet of you. On opposite take, friend I've come to know & love, admitted few hrs ago that he went back out yest! This caught me off guard coz just spoke w/ him other day & was telling me how he feels great(had back surgery couple mths ago & was not taking any meds afterwards @ least as far as I know) & got a job thru some1 in the program getting paid $100/day cash! Talk about blind sided?! Hugged him & let him know I'm here if he needs to talk to me. I honestly thot he had a good spiritual footing so felt shouldn't cont asking why he drank. Instead, later on suddenly remembered the words Cunning, Baffling & Powerful! Put a little damper on this special day but oh well...all can do is pray for the man who's still sick. Gnite SR