7.22am, 24 more please for day 53. Still waiting for my epiphany or moment of clarity, drag myself to meetings every day and out running every night, with a baby crying a lot I just feel increasingly tired and fed up. Have a week off work in 5 weeks which I'm using to go on a fishing holiday so keep one eye on that and hopefully it will re-charge my batteries. I'm never more at home than when I'm sat next some water.