I'm gonna add that I changed my career it was killing me. I was a bank auditing consultant......it took me 2 years to have an idea about what I wanted to be and they called me.....this job wasn't even close to my radar.......insurance broker now.......anyway......I don't make as much money and that sucks......but I have more time to pursue other things.....like getting sober.....i have less stress lots less stress and my time is my own. I started a little crazy company since that and for the most part I enjoy what I do knowing I make a difference.