Originally Posted by
Soberintexas007 
If I was to have 1 year of sobriety, you all would be so happy for me. And I want that so bad for everyone. I just love to be intoxicated. My pain is so great. Imagine living in the wrong gender for 27 years of your life? You think that pain can be lifted in a few years? Alcohol is currently my only solution...
I would be happy if you had one day.
I have 8 transgender clients M2F I have been with some for as long as 9 years. I have been fortunate to be part of their lives.
I promise you alcohol will not solve your problems, and the pain can be lifted as soon as YOU allow it to be. I'm not dismissing your "pain"; however, it sounds like you are using it as a reason to get tanked.
I too am surprised you did not get psychological evaluation and counseling before surgery all my clients were required to.