Thank you, Gilmer)
I am trying to do this.
Today it's extremely hard.
I am sick and tired of my own whining. And I don't know why I still can't work my way out.
I feel like I am at the breaking point, because I still can't figure out how to fix my teeth without money, and today it hurts big time and bleeding.
And I have about $1.5 left, and it's seriously wearing me out not to be sure I will be able to buy food in a couple of days.
I know, whining will not bring me anywhere. I don't know why I am writing this - probably to convince myself that it is not normal to live like this - in constant pain and worries. It is not something to put up with for months - because with "it shall pass" my life will shall the same way.
It has to be changed. I only don't know how.