I'm hopelessly behind on catching up with posts, I apologize if I haven't responded to anyone. It might take me a few days.
I had a small fire on the exterior of my house yesterday. No major damage, and no one was hurt, but very scary. I was sober and mentally present and was able to hose down the fire while the fire dept came. The cause is unknown, but just glad it was a minor incident at this point. If anything stressed me out to the point of wanting a drink to relax, this was it, but I then I thought what might have happened if I were passed out and there was a fire. I had a drinking dream last night that I had given in and drank. It was a huge relief to wake up and know I hadn't.