Originally Posted by
silentrun 
For me it was drilled into my head over and over that I was not good enough. Even just the thought that I was capable was demonic and arrogant. I eventually believed it. Are you running some internal dialogue that tells you that you are not?
Yes, Silentrun, I am running this dialogue. Sometimes I catch it and break the pattern, but still is occupies hell lot of space in my head.
